i miss my highschool days..
not only because i had wonderful friends,
it's not just because i got high grades.

more importantly, it's because it was so easy back then.
it was easy to give up things i should give up.
it was easy to change,
it was easy to be steadfast,
it was easy to hold firmly on to what i believe.

why was it so easy back then?
why is it harder this time?
why is it so hard to take a full step?
why does it seem confusing?
why can i let go?
why do i keep asking?

it was so easy back then...
it really was.